CLOSE TO HER HEART – CJ CARMICHAEL
The Carrigan’s of the Circle C (book 3)
Publisher: Tule Publishing Group (September 23, 2014)
Close to Her Heart is Dani Carrigan story. CJ Carmichael gives us an emotional and honest portrayal of Dani’s pregnancy as she faces being alone with the inner struggles once learning that her child may be born with Down Syndrome. This was a different feel for me regarding the Carrigans series. I didn’t feel the connection to Dani as I have with the other sisters. I think the one thing that really threw me was that she did not confide in her sisters. Reading all the books in the series, this was out of character for the Carrigan girls, but then again, Dani had left the small town behind and has made a life in Seattle. She is away from her family physically and emotionally. All in all, I enjoyed reading about Dani’s life and seeing her character grow throughout her pregnancy and her relationship with her friend and neighbor grow.
Dani Carrigan has always relied on logic when making important life decisions, but when she discovers she’s pregnant – and that there’s a chance her baby may be born “not perfect”— logic lets her down.
It would help if the baby’s father would pop the question, but widowed father Adrian seems more interested in protecting his six-year-old daughter than committing to his new relationship with Dani.
The last time she felt this alone and scared was when she was 16 and her mother died, leaving Dani to raise her younger sisters with precious little help from her distant and disapproving rancher father. She felt so inadequate then, but is she any more prepared to be a mother now?
Support comes from an unlikely source. Dani always saw her next-door neighbor and friend, divorce attorney Elliot Gilmore, as a charming, handsome, playboy-type. But with each challenge she faces, from pregnancy, to delivery and beyond—Elliot reveals himself a better man than she ever guessed.
Is it possible that Elliot hasn’t been playing the field—but waiting for her?
Carrigans of Circle C series
Hawksley Carrigan, owner of the Circle C Ranch always wanted a son to carry on the family name—but, instead, he got four beautiful, spirited daughters. After his wife’s untimely death, he withdrew into his pain leaving the girls to raise themselves. And they did. Join Sage, Mattie, Dani and Callan as they deal with change, loss, new life, secrets–and love in this series of heartfelt novels.
Book One: Promise Me, Cowboy
Book Two: Good Together
Book Three: Close to Her Heart
Book Four: Snowbound in Montana
Book Five: A Cowgirl’s Christmas
Book Six: A Bramble House Christmas
ABOUT THE AUTHOR:
USA Today Bestselling author C. J. Carmichael has written over 45 novels in her favorite genres of romance and mystery. She has been nominated twice for the Romance Writers of America RITA Award, as well as RT Bookclub’s Career Achievement in Romantic Suspense award, and the Bookseller’s Best honor.
She gave up the thrills of income tax forms and double entry book-keeping in 1998 when she sold her first book to Harlequin Superromance. Since then she has published over 35 novels with Harlequin and is currently working on a series of western romances with Tule Publishing. In addition C. J. Carmichael has published several cozy mystery series as an Indie author.
When not writing C. J. enjoys family time with her grown daughters and her husband. Family dinners are great. Even better are the times they spend hiking in the Rocky Mountains around their home in Calgary, and relaxing at their cottage on Flathead Lake, Montana.
Visit C.J.’s website at http://cjcarmichael.com/
“So, have you told your family about the baby?”
“But you will soon?”
Eliot gave Dani an assessing look. “You don’t think your sisters are going to judge you because you’re not married?”
“Of course not. But I’d hoped to at least be at the stage where I could bring Adrian home to meet them.”
“Why don’t you ask him?”
Dani just shook her head. She didn’t need to ask, to know Adrian would say no to that idea.
They walked a few more paces, before Eliot suddenly swore. “Why do you put up with his shit? You deserve a hell of a lot better.”
The explosion of anger caught her by surprise and made her angry, too. “Just shut up about Adrian, would you?”
“No more,” she insisted. “I knew when I got into this relationship that it wouldn’t be easy. Relationships among the faculty aren’t exactly firing offences, but they aren’t encouraged either. Adrian’s tenured. I’m not. The reason he’s so careful to keep our relationship quiet is to protect me, not him.”
“And you won’t be tenured for what–another four years? Is that how old your child will have to be before Adrian acknowledges that it’s his?”
A traffic light turned red, just as Dani was about to cross the street. Eliot grabbed her shoulder and pulled her back. She knew he was just watching out for her, but it seemed that he’d been a bit rougher than he needed to be.
“Why are you so angry?”
He hesitated. Glanced away from her, then back, meeting her gaze squarely. “I care about you, Dani.”
“And I appreciate that. You’re a good friend. But you have to trust me to know what I’m doing. Adrian–he’s going to be there for me. It’s just–he’s had a lot to go through. With his wife dying, and then, the move. And now getting used to being a single father…”
The light turned green and they were able to cross. Dani could see their condo building just a few blocks ahead. But she was still thinking about Adrian. “I wish he would talk to me about his grief. But he never even mentions his wife.”
She could feel Eliot grow tense. But he didn’t say anything. He did, however, hurl his half-finished smoothie into a trash can as they passed by.
She stopped and stared at him. “What is with you today?”
“I just can’t handle it anymore.”
“You. Adrian. This sick relationship you’ve got yourself messed up in.”
“Okay. We have some problems. But it is not a sick relationship. That’s a really low blow.”
“Come on, Dani. You’re the one with the psychology degree. Can’t you see why he doesn’t talk to you about his dead wife?”
Dani took a backward step. Suddenly she wasn’t just angry–she was scared. This wasn’t like Eliot. Eliot didn’t do serious. Eliot did funny and charming and sometime, when provoked, he did sarcastic.
But never serious.
“A lot of men internalize their emotions when they go through a loss.”
“Yup. And a lot of them try to numb the pain by seeking out pleasure from another source. The phrase I’ve heard is, an emotional crutch.”
“That’s what you think I am? Just a source of pleasure to numb the pain he feels at losing his wife?” She’d been aware of Eliot’s low opinion of her relationship with Adrian. But she’d had no idea he saw her as such a–pitiful figure. “Adrian and I have a real connection. You don’t have a clue.”
“Maybe I don’t. But I’m not the only clueless one here.”
The stubborn, angry expression on his face was one she didn’t even recognize. What had happened to the man that she’d thought was her friend?
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